Scared Into Living. Day 8.

Today I start training in my new job. The job I got from using the 5,4,3,2,1 rule. My partner asked me if I was excited about starting. In all honesty, I wasn’t. I was not even nervous.

It had been a week since I had been doing the mindset reset, and this was the first morning I woke up tired. Why is that? I should be energised with excitement starting a new job, but I was not. I had a flat line of emotion towards it.Read More »

It Is The Weekend Baby!

Let me hear you shout it “It’s the weekend baby!” 

A weekly roundup time.

I was excited about the weekend because I felt good in myself. I knew I was going to be pro-active and it was not going to be a weekend of chores. It was not going to be a weekend of me looking at the decor in the house and feeling depressed about it.Read More »

Day 5.

As Ice Cube would say “Today was a good day.” 

Well, this is going surprisingly well. For the 5th day in a row, I get straight out of bed on the alarm. Again, I feel energised and eager for a packed day.

I drove my partner to work today to give him a break from his motorbike. He loves his bike, but in the good old British weather, he is getting battered by the winds and constantly overwatered. He is starting to melt away like the witch from the ‘Wizard of Oz.’ Read More »